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Monday, July 21, 2008

I have been having weird cravings nowadays. From chocolates to french fries the to burgers and even maggi mee. Hahahaha. Sound so wrong right for me to have cravings at this stage. Hahaha. Maybe it's my hormones or just miss all the junk food ever since i started losing appetite a few weeks ago. Hahahaha. Talking about appetite, i feel like i am eating more right now. I can just eat anything. But at times tkde selera again when i am down or just don't feel like eating. Hehehe. Boleh gitu? I am trying to control my weight for now. I can't remain like this forever. I want to change to a new confident me where i am not afraid of wearing anything that may make me look odd due to my figure since i am big sized. Hahahaha. At least aku mengaku pe. Hehehe. Currently i am starting to drink a detox drink that mum bought. The taste *yuck!!. Like asam2 like that. The mixture is quite thick. Takes time for me to swallow it down. And the side effects? A frequent visit to the toilet!! Big big big business in there. I used to go do it for once a day. But ever since i started drinking this drink i am going like 4 times a day. But it's good pe. Clears away all the toxic in my body. Hehehe. A clean me. Sorry for being disgusting. Its the real fact. I can deny it. Hehehe.

My complexion is getting worse as days pass. Am i having a stress breakout or is because my dirty hands has been touching them??? Hahaha. Or someone has been touching them too often??? Anyone feeling guilty??? Hahahahaha. If you feel guilty please apologize. I am feeling really down with the condition of my face now. It's getting really bad.
Arghhhh!!!!
If only i had a million dollar, i would go for a facial treatment where i can never get pimples and have clear and smooth skin forever. Hahahahaha. Like real only Chika ar... Dream on lah...

Go on to my life recap...
As for today, i was almost late for school since this stomach of mine was giving a call for the toilet as i was about to leave the house. Cannot tahan already so quickly rush to the toilet. Pardon me for being digusting again. Hehehehe. So was as per normal. We had racial harmony celebration today. That idiotic Mr Koh made all of us bring traditional clothes and end up the only ones wearing was 1 couple. How frustrated were the rest including me. And we didn't even win. All the winners were from Sec 4 although it was a sec 4/5 category. How unfair. Judge kayu ar. Stupid dum dum. Hahahaha. Made my way home after school and it was raining. Shoes got wet and some part of my uniform. Took a shower when reched home and slept for awhile since i couldn't go to amy's house when dad is still around. After dad left for work, i went straight to amy's house and lepak there for awhile and then staright we went for silat.

We arrived at masjid around 6.30pm. Changed and did some recap of the syllabus with the others. Hahahaha. Wanted to have Taufik as my tester skali ken Andy siah. Was disappointed for awhile and angry also as andy pissed me off before that. One thing i was not happy when tested is that i can't hear what the hell Andy was talking. He was talking like a mice. Dah lah aku ni pekak sikit. Lain kali cakap kuat sikit ehk. After tested i learned the yellow belt syllabus with Cik Yusoff. Was kind of fun learning with him. Got some jokes. Hehehehe. Not really serious though as people mentioned. Hahahaha. Me and Fahmi thought of taking the test next week skali si Taufik says mass test for yellow belt. Hahahaha. Isn't it cool? Hahahah.. Dad picked me up after silat. Headed home. Ate a bit of mee goreng that is left since i was feeling kind of hungry. I need some proper food though. And when i was in the car, i just realized that i left my tudung in the auditorium. Forgotten to take it along with me. Hahahaha. Asked Naz to keep it for me. Will take it when i have the time to drop by the mosque. So here i am blogging after i am full from all the mee goreng. Yummy!!


I miss my sayang badly. I need hug from him. Hehehehe.



till i blog again in time to come... or even tomorrow...