always in my heart.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Kind of crazy into changing my blogskin. hahaha. But the previous ones were giving a hard time. Always got problem only. So frustrating. Humph!!! I guess love life is coming back to me again. I am starting it all over again. Why must be it be now?? I just accept it or i will loose a chance of having to experience another love life. Thanks a lot o that someone who is able to open up my heart. Please do take care of it. U will never know what will happen if u mess it up. You will regret for life for what i am going to do. You will be sorry for. Not that i am giving you a threat but everything that is done badly has it's consequences. You should know what i mean.

OK last recap my life once again.

Friday

School hours in the morning as per usual. Nothing special. I had to spend my evening in school for the stupid annual Speech Day. It was damn boring. Wasting my time. The hall was super warm and noisy. The program kind of sucks (pardon me i have to use this word.) We had to sit in the hall for like 3 HOurs like stupid fools. If only i knew that there wasn't any attendance taking, can cabot already. Hahaha.. After the stupid thingy, went to zone 5 silat prac for awhile and watch them train. Was joined by amy later. Hehehe... Went home quite late but nobody seems to care. hahahaha..

Saturday

Woke up quite early. Went to meet up with sayang first before meeting Fityan peeps. Although it was not that long but at least i dun miss him that much. Meet the peeps at boon lay. It was raining and i was wearing white pants and IT GOT DIRTY!!!! I regretted wearing white pants. After picking up everybody, went straight to MWTI ( Madrasah Wak Tanjong Islamiah). Went to see their jubilee there. Can say it was fun. Getting o meet the girls again. Hehehe. Then go makan at Bedok. Followed by lepak at Kent Ridge Park and VIVO. Then the others headed home while i merayap again with sayang. Hehehe.. We went to Lot 1 at CCK and walk2 and sit & talk at McCafe. Then head home. Long day indeed.

Sunday

Went to Johor to with my family. Also to celebrate Irfan's birthday in advance. Mum and uncle sham were busy looking into textiles th whole afternoon. So bored. I felt different not being able to SMS sayang the whole day. Kaku siol. Then went to have seafood at our usual spot. Headed home after that and was caught in jam at Singapore custom. So frustrated. At last after don't know how many hours, i get to hear his voice. How much i missed him. But was frustrated what he did to me. Only god knows.

Monday.

My outing with sayang was great. We went to lunch followed by a movie. Then i went for silat. Which was also great. Not that much of training. Hehehe. Just some recap for white belt. How come this silat is really making me pay so much??? Money here and there. GERAM!!!!!

I was late for school today. Reached school at about 8 am. Had trouble getting up from bed. Had this massive headache and i force myself to get up. I can't take another MC. Have to save up. Endured the headache the entire school hours. Luckily there was no remedials today. So good rite??

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I miss him badly although we were separated for a day. It's growing stronger in me. Hope he would appreciate what i am doing now. I don't want another heartbreak. Too much risk to bear.

till the next post comes..

Love is the only force that can change enemies into friends


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